Lawrence
I gave up trying to figure my dreams.
I have recurring ones where my car collection is being stolen car by car and no one will help. Sometimes I find one in a garage getting repainted, but the police won't come out. A variation of the dream is that I am moving back to CA after being in the midwest but can't figure out how to get the cars back (how did they get there in the first place?) Sometimes, I am living with my parents, but in my dreams, they are always jerks.
I harbor no ill will to my parents, they have always been great to me, and I had a great childhood. And why would I be living with them in my dream at 44?! (my immediate family is never in my dreams).
The other one I have a few times a week is that I am back in college, but I start like 2 or 3 weeks after everyone else, so I am completely behind everyone and can't catch up. I don't know what the instructors are talking about. I always seem to have a give up kind of attitude in the dreams too, which is not my personality.
As I have a great job and family, and finally got the house that I want, and some level of security, why am I always dreaming about insecurity, loss, and bad family? Heck my cars are all insured, and I have enough college! And as I look inward and assess myself honestly, I really don't fear losing any of it.
I wish my mind would try something new at night! Why can't I dream of AC Cobras, flying (I dreamt alot about flying as a boy), rockets, cameras, nice legs and lingerie, or something else enjoyable?
Having a bad college experience and your car stolen is not considered a night of fun for me!!!!