Washer and Dryers
I grew up wanting to fix everything outside of me, hoping it would fix the unspeakable things inside of me. Machines are fascinating, the sound melodic and the ability to take them apart, FIX them and put it back made me feel manly and proud. I spent 52 years hiding, hating myself and wishing life would end and release me from the never ending prison of self hatred. I got some help and learned more about who I am, how to heal the hurts, insults and shortcomings of a lifetime of ridicule. I may be many things you can't accept or approve of, but here, I am never ridiculed, insulted and made to feel I have to hide who I am and what brings me joy. I am sorry the words used to respond to you were so mean spirited. It makes me feel no better than all the people who ridiculed me, for a lifetime. Please learn who you are and if you feel alone, misunderstood and need support, talk to a counselor and trusted adult. Everyone of us is exactly who we were intended to be by the design of the Universal force from which we come. I wasted a lot of years, miserable, because I couldn't accept that truth. I wish you well in finding what brings you joy.
Kelly