Yea I have been to the John Hopkins&Mayo clinc about my Sezures.I have been to more doctors than anybody in my Family put together.I even have a device in my chest called a V.N.S. Therapy its like a pace-maker for my brain but it I still have sezures if I forget My meds.My Sezures are Very VIOLENT lucky for me there under almost total control and I know when there comming.The Doctors dont know why I have sezures they call it Idopathic.I just have to be on Meds all my life Depakote& Valium if I have a Aura which will stop it.My whole life has been very strange I have had Parnormal dealings with things I dont understand and never will most likey.Certain kinds of music and lights will trigger the feelings.The Doc made me list the type of Music I listen to(Enigma,Kitaro,Globus and others and I fit right in with there with others with this type.I was very shocked about how much we still dont know about the mind but for me I know the all this is a very tiny part of the whole and there is something bigger than all this.I have a very hard time with my professors telling me that all this happend life and other things by just time gasses and some lighting and water.I do know that the goverment knows things and won't tell.My uncle who died worked for D.o.e. at Oak Ridge Labs&and others across the nation.He knew things and would never tell but he did tell somethings when he was dying.Something about the Movie Close encounters and other things to slowly aclimate us to things.They fear another Orson wells panic.I alway wondered why he never went to Church with us and my Family was very Devout they even built churches and we were there all the time which was very hard when you have a 1000 plus acre farm to run.He knew to many things now that I think about it.Thats why I have SOOOO many questions about God and had such a terrible time when I was young cause why would he make me gay.For me I was born this way I have always known even when I was young and I have never been with a girl and (YUCK)never will.Then when I would go to church you would hear awful things about us.Thats one thing that bothers me they teach about love everbody and not to hate,but to me they hate everybody thats not them.They cant have it both ways they try though anyway.How does what somebody else does behind locked doors effect them.Even Jesus talked to whores and anybody and loved everybody and always taught LOVE.He never said terrible things about anybody even when they were Killing him.Look what we have today what path is right there are so many that think there right and everybody else is wrong and they judge when Jesus said judge ye not and get the log out of your own eye before the splinter in somebody else.