Thinking of you at this sad time in your life. Know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Also, know that your friends at Vacuum Land are with you in spirit as well.
I lost my mom very early.Sometimes when the memories get to being to much I remember this biblical phrase....this too shall pass.
Now it applies even if youre not partticularly religious but I know anyone who has a heart kind enough to try and pass for Santa has a heart that believes in a higher power
Believe me the pain of this will pass and youll have great memories.When all that gets done and your near your end there will be great reunion.Both you and your mom will be in your primes and you will know each other steadfast. It will be like no time apart ever existed.
Still its hard to be human and for what youre feeling now I give all my love and sympathy. Peace be with you.