Austin, you may not even know it but months back I initially came to your defense to the point of sending an email to Robt and a few others on here my thoughts about it all. That being said your continued actions and the visciousness you displayed subsequently have vanquished any sympathy from me totally and unequivacably.
You made your own choices for whatever reasons you believed right or wrong, admirable or not, that's all moot now. You knew full well you were burning your bridges here and in Vacuumland yet you continue to infiltrate at any opportunity. Accept the consequences of your actions, this part of your life as you knew it is finished so get over it and move on.
Like Rick says above your opinions have no meaning here. Anything you say now or in the future will always be suspect. That's just one of the realities consequential to the choices you made for yourself and you can't change it.
You made your own choices for whatever reasons you believed right or wrong, admirable or not, that's all moot now. You knew full well you were burning your bridges here and in Vacuumland yet you continue to infiltrate at any opportunity. Accept the consequences of your actions, this part of your life as you knew it is finished so get over it and move on.
Like Rick says above your opinions have no meaning here. Anything you say now or in the future will always be suspect. That's just one of the realities consequential to the choices you made for yourself and you can't change it.