Thank you for all the thoughts. I am doing better. Having my Maine-Coon mix Steve that I rescued as a kitten in 2000 has helped. He has really stepped up the affection and is always ready to sit in my lap and purr. That has helped fill the void a little. There will not be another Spock, but Steve is doing his part to help.
When I am more at ease, I am thinking about checking into the local Siamese Rescue.
When I am more at ease, I am thinking about checking into the local Siamese Rescue.